urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dragon2606 Waterdrake Waterdrake 2001-10-19T08:05:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dragon2606:898 2001-10-19T08:05:19Z 2001-10-19T08:05:19Z Someone somehow got my password, not that it's that hard to guess i supposed, so don't pay attention to anything i post cause i've only posted 2 things. they'll probably change this entry too, but if you read it before they can, i never said any of those things. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dragon2606:607 2001-08-01T06:05:09Z 2001-08-01T06:05:09Z you'd think this whole online journal thing would be a good idea. Share your feelings, let your friends read them, all that good stuff. There's alot of shit, though, that you don't want certain people to know. Or shit you would never tell someone to their face. It's like telling someone things that you would only say to them if they were asleep, but they're actually awake and can hear every word. it kind of defeats the whole purpose of a journal or a diary. It's more of a tool to look back upon your life and dwell on events that had taken place. anytime you see a movie or tv show with a girl that has a diary and loves it and writes in it everynight, there's always the little brother who finds it one day and reads it and gets his feelings hurt. no offense to this company and any one who enjoys this sort of thing, but fuck this. you people need to be indirect if anything. wait till 3:00 or 4:00 in the morning when you're delirious and ramble on about the magic that is fried okra. don't say anything in here about people that can read it or anything that could get to other people. You don't see me whine about how much i like a particular person who has no idea about it. I tell people who i trust to not get around to that person and fuck anything up. no offense to anybody, this was not directed toward anything specific, maybe... But hey, whatever makes you people happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dragon2606:326 2001-07-30T05:56:38Z 2001-07-30T05:56:38Z Alright, everybody has there first times, not all are that great, some are spectacular, but none the less, everybody has 'em. It's just how everything works, there's a first for everything, baby's first step, first girlfriend/boyfriend, first kiss, first speeding ticket, there's always a first. there's the eternal question "which came first the chicken or the egg?" Sure chicken are hatched from eggs but what layed the egg? maybe it wasn't actually classified as a chicken when it layed that egg but evolution in that little first chicken embryo made it into the first chicken. No matter what happens you always remember your first time doing anything. I remember getting my first speeding ticket, my first kiss was on a church picnic table, my first girlfriend was mikki anderson in 5th grade. i ended it cause i got stupid and something came over me but hell, it was 5th grade. who the fuck cares? who cares about my first speeding ticket? who cares about anyone's first anything besides who it happens to? It's just a little impulse from your nerves recorded in your brain, thereby giving you thought. it's like your brain has a draw full of first times and throws away seconds and thirds and so on after a certain amount of time. shit's weird